• Flawless

    Flawless

    We are all flawed. Each and every one of us. We all do things that we regret or we didn’t mean to do. Maybe we were in a bad mood or bitter about something. Every single person in the world has done something that they wish they hadn’t. Work wears on us. Life wears on

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  • Hey! Look! A Distraction!

    The daily conversation between my thoughts and me feels like an awkward attempt at picking up a girl. Me: Hey, thoughts! Are you tired? Thoughts: No, why? Me: Because you’ve been running through my mind all day! *finger guns with a wink* When your brain acts up like the Energizer Bunny, you try to find

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  • Cutting Out The Toxicity

    For some reason or another, I worked with difficult populations in the mental health field. I specialize in early onset psychosis. I worked with individuals coming out of short-term units often following a suicide attempt. Others were coming out of state run facilities and getting their first taste of independence in years. My clients tested

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  • You’ll Thank Me Later

    Do you ever stop? Like really stop? We are all so busy with our lives and work, trying to find time to catch a little TV or take a breath outside in the cool evening air. But do you ever stop? Stop thinking a million miles an hour and focusing on things that don’t really

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  • No Strain, No Gain

    No Strain, No Gain

    Holidays are meant to be a time of celebration (and help Hallmark’s stocks). However, for many, there is a darker side to them. With Mother’s Day 2019 upon us, it serves as a grim reminder for those without their mother or for mothers without their offspring. These relationships are strained for a range of reasons

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  • Can of Soup

    Can of Soup

    I cracked open another can of cold soup. I was eating it with one of those plastic spoons they give out at Wawa for free. I had taken a few more than I should. However, they were free, so I helped myself. It was already dark outside. I made a light out of an extension

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  • The Reward Is Not In The Pay

    As with any helping profession, working in mental health beats the crap out of you emotionally. It can be difficult to maintain a positive attitude and instill hope in your clientele when you listen to severe trauma and stressed out individuals all day long. Throw in the fact of maintaining administrative duties on a supervisor

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  • Living with Your Demons

    We’ve all heard the phrase “just get over it” or “just give it time”.  You’ll bounce back, right? But what if you don’t? What if the person you were and the person you are now are very different and that person you once were is gone? Dead. Changed. Dissolved. There are many traumatic things that

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  • F*ck It All

    F*ck It All

    *****Warning***** NSFW language in this post. You have been warned. I saw all the warning signs. I woke up randomly in the middle of the night and could not fall back asleep. This happened several nights in a row. My thoughts held their own Daytona 500, going in circles making left turns all day. In

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  • Out of the Wreckage

    Out of the Wreckage

    I’ve looked back on the wreckage in my life. It’s kind of like looking at the car wreck you were just in and thinking how did this happen? What did I do? what could I have done? At this point, people start looking for scapegoats and placing blame on someone else or something else. They

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