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  • Helpful Reminders

    Helpful Reminders

    I do love my work. As challenging as counseling can be, it really does ignite my passion. As a young man working towards my career, there was one by-product I never considered. In my interactions with my clients,  I am constantly being served reminders. Professionally, this is known as countertransference. I see myself in my…

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  • Toilet Vs. Mirror

    Toilet Vs. Mirror

    Perseverating takes the mind places it never thought it could go. Just like my one client of over two years. This is easily her brain’s favorite pastime. Some anxiety-provoking thought will cross her mind, and her consciousness latches onto it. Only for it never to be let go. She and I refer to this as…

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  • This one hit harder than usual. I don’t quite know why, but it did. This would be the fourth Father’s Day since he passed. I think part of it is that I wish I could still call him. Just one more time. I’ve had a lot happen in four years, and I have a lot…

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  • Even With The Anticipation

    My poor medicine cabinet looks like a back alley pharmacy. On a typical day, I take 8-9 medications and/or vitamins. That’s a good amount for a younger guy like me. I don’t like it.  Following a couple of recent medical appointments, the topic arose of lowering my psych meds. At the time, I was on…

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  • Beat Up. Beat Down.

    Beat Up. Beat Down.

    Tonight’s post takes on more of a raw vent session. I haven’t written in a few weeks, and lord knows I need it. I am at my wit’s end. For a while now, life pummels me with obstacle after obstacle. I walk through one door only to be smacked in the face by the next.…

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